Wednesday, April 27, 2011

No Such Luck....

I really thought that this month was going to be the month. I dont know why but I let myself get excited. I just finished month 3 but the prego test this morning really let me down. Normally I have talked myself out of getting my hopes up but for some reason this month I was determined to see two little lines on that test...no such luck.

Now I need to find a specialist because things need to get more agressive and my OBGYN who I love is not equiped to handle the next step..whatever that may be.

7 comments:

Jonny and Brittany said...

Julie I'm so sorry. I know that feeling oh to well. If you need anything at all please let me know.:( It's a rough road ahead but you can do this! I have some AMAZING referels for infertility doctors- one in particular who has the best rates in Az, is LDS, and I LOVE him!!! For real- this guy makes me feel so much better about everything compared to some of the ones I saw- I have shopped A LOT for a good dr. So let me know if you want more info!:) His name is Dr. Larsen and here is his website: http://www.azfertility.com/ Just make sure to get Dr. Larsen though.Hope this helps a little. Hang in there.:)

karis stapley said...

I'm so sorry to hear that Jewels.
We will continue to keep you guys in our prayers.
The Lords promises are real & I completely believe you will be blessed one way or another.
I know He loves you & hears your prayers. So keep on keep'n on! :)

Jennifer Gould said...

So sorry to hear you had a disappointing month. Find comfort knowing that God wants you to be happy and has a plan for you. I am always here for you as well. You are in my prayers and I'm here if you need anything at all, even if it's just a shoulder to cry on or someone to listen. Love you!

Chelsee said...

I swear, I stumble across your blog every 6 months or so and each time I hope you are announcing that you are pregnant. Email me at ChelseeHunt@gmail.com. I have a few referals as well. I never could have gotten pregnant with out the help of a fertility specialist. I wasted 5 years with OBGYNS and clomid. I know how you are feeling, it is desperate and lonely. But there are others out there struggling right along side you. You will be in my thoughts.

Brandon & Jillyn Larsen said...

sorry girl. i haven't gone through as much as you have, but i know what you mean about the "seeing two lines" thing. i know that feeling of let down. just know it'll happen when it's supposed to even when we dont understand why it cant when we want it to. i love you! hang in there!

Meagan said...

:( So sorry friend. It'll work out for you guys! Somehow!

Brittney said...

I am so sorry, I know it's so hard to want something so badly but unable to control it. I think infertility treatments are wonderful and you should 100% take advantage of it. You will be an amazing mom and I can't wait to see it for myself! :) Love you!!